The Best Has Yet To Come

High school some would say the best years of your life. Well I am not
one of those people. Now don't get me wrong I had a great time.  I was
very popular and in a lot of different organizations, had a great
boyfriend, well so I thought at the time, until he cheated got another
girl pregnant and later I found out he was gay, but that's another
story. Like I was saying I had alot of so-called friends and my body
back then was so on point. But  I was so happy to graduate and go out
in the real world and never really have to see some those people
again. I couldn't wait for my college years. By the end of my senior
year I was mentality tired of these people and was glad to be leaving.
 Well fast forward some years and a wonderful new social network comes
on the scene and guess what some of the same people I didn't want to
see again in life are finding on this internet site. No big deal
because I did keep in touch with 3 or 4 people, the interesting thing
to me is I wasn't going by my government name. By this time Taylor
Savon was already born and needless to say I didn't look like that
same sweet girl. If I remember correctly I think my profile picture
had my ass all out. Finally I get this email from someone talking
about our 10 year reunion. As soon as I saw it I could help but think
"Damn, a bitch is getting old". Honestly I was not even considering
attending because I didn't care about seeing anyone. I mean that is
what Facebook is for. But finally after some major convincing I
decided, screw it let's get it in. So finally last night was the night
was the big night. I made sure I was looking good. I had my hair up in
fly bun, my make up was on point, my tight black dress on with my
leather Michael Jackson "Bad" jacket, and my 5 inch heels on. Needless
to say I was feeling myself that night. I finally got to the place
where the reunion was being held at. I couldn't get over the fact 10
years have passed. Some of the memories I had seemed like it was
yesterday. I walked up to this table and some women was sitting there.
I gave her my name and this big smile came across her face like she
knew me, honestly I am glad she didn't want to start talking because
if I did go to school with her, I didn't remember. I get to the main
ball room and head straight for where the liquor is. I was thinking if
i am gonna be here I may need to get a buzz. Before I could reach the
bartender I got ambushed by the only black people that seemed to be
there. We hugged, we said how great it was to see each other. Of
course one of the bitches I didn't care for in high school had to make
a small scene on  how she saw my photos on Facebook and was just in so
much shock. I had to quickly remind her of how I was a bad bitch back
then, and now I am a bad top notch bitch. I quickly excused myself so
I could something strong to drink before I went left on someone making
a stupid comment. After getting my drink I started walking around
talking to some people I knew. Now after awhile the one question that
kept popping up was, "Wasn't high school the best years ever!" I had
to keep saying it was good but for me the best years have yet to come.
Of course the next questions was always am I married or do I have any
kids. And of course the look was always of shock, but I am use to
that.  After awhile I got tired of the BS small talk, the fucked up
music, and the sea of bad dancing white people and the sprinkles of
black people. I got my keys and started heading to the door and then I
heard my name. It was Nate, the first white guy I ever kiss. I walked
up to him and the closer I got , the finer his ass got. Now I am not
gonna lie I had some thoughts going in my head especially when he
smiled and gave me a hug. But then those thoughts left because he then
said "Let me introduce you to my wife". Needless to say I kept the
conversation short and told him it was good seeing him and nice
meeting her and figured that was the best time to get out of there.
More people was coming in while I was heading out, I just kept walking
to my car no turning back. On my way home I kept thinking what a waste
of a good outfit. I got on my phone called one of my girls told her
what happen and we had a good laugh. I ended up going to her house and
we ended up going out and having too much fun. When I woke up this
morning with a terrible hangover. I thought about that dumbass
question, "Wasn't high school the best years ever"? Well again HELL TO
THE NO! I don't not live in the past. Those years happened and I has
life lessons from them,but for me, the best has really yet to come.

Not letting go

There is that saying "if you let something go and it comes back to you then it was meant to be", yeah but sometimes it is better to just let go of something not even want it back. You may want someone or something so bad, but think of it like this; has it ADDED to your happiness, success, peace of mind, family , financial stability, sex, and so on and so forth. If any of these are a NO, maybe its time to just let that bird fly. Recently I had a long talk with my cousin onhow I felt about someone. I really had to sit myself down and think about all these factors, and to be honest when me and him first got together it was great. Everything really was 100%, but then something DID happen and everything change. So now I am in the process of thinking may be its time to let it go. I am sad about it, but I do have to do the best thing for me, especially right now.

Just HUSH!!

HELLO EVERYBODY!!!!!!! :-)Ok so I am in one of my moods.... sorry for the delay between posts but alot has happen. I will explain soon but until then here was alittle something I was thinking......

Sometimes I wish I had a remote where I can mute people. It really bothers me what dumb shit come out of someones mouth.
Now I try to help.... but this has really been killing me lately. Everyday I listen to people that say outlandish things that dont make sense, or they just dont know how to communicate. Please people we need to do better.

My Progress

I see I am becoming more of a well rounded women everyday. I see that I am not just thinking about today but tomorrow and the day after that.
I am loving the fact that I am becoming more of a business type beast and I won't and will not settle for second best. I love how my dream are either coming a reality or they are so close I can touch them. I feel like I am at getting to my strongest point, and at that point I won't be stopped.
Get ready world!

Gone to Soon .... part 1

I will make this short and sweet and later I will be able to reflect on my feeling of todays funeral and the whole death of Whitney Houston. Right now I will just say she will be missed and my prayer go to everyone that was in her life.
Your Truly,
Taylor Savon

Patience

Something I need to do is work on me having patience. I have none. Well let me explain, I do have patience
for certain things and for other things I don't. For example; I have no patience for people that do not
have common freakin sense, I mean really you can't really be that stupid. Or people that say shit just to get a rise
out of people. ( So you telling me that you set up a website but you don't know how to work twitter, c'mon son be serious)
I guess I just don't have time to waste with dumb shit. I mean if you ain't street smart and book smart, really dont't
fuck with me because I really can be..... well you get the picture.

Ok so I am having on of those day that everything is just irritating me with people. Like I am trying to stay to myself, but nooooooooooo...... people keeps saying dumb shit, and I have no patience today. Look I have really really tried and work on this, I have even prayed about it. But maybe I can make it clear now. TAYLOR SAVON HAS NO PATIENCE WITH DUMB PEOPLE. I am very serious right now. I am over it. Please do not even come in my direction please. HA!!!! Just playing, but I do gotta work on it.
Yours Truly,
Taylor Savon

My Rage

How dare you treat me like this.
All the things I have done for, s% let alone all the things I have done to you.
Who was the one you didn't have nothing, when I was keeping the secret that you didn't have two dimes to rub together.
Who was the one there when you said SHE having a baby and you still dont know if its yours or his.
Who indured the pain of knowing all that I know and never told a sole.
Yeah n% Who indured the pain of having to hear about the Down Low ways.
There is no coming back after this, I am so hurt. I stood by your side. And now you turn your
back on me.
You better be happy I don't believe in letting all your business in the street.
You stupid boy , did you forget WE know the same people.
Its all good, I am not trippin. This is how I get my feelings out.
you should be happy its like this because..... I could be alot worst.

Update #2.......

This Friday have PODCAST interview with HCFModels ( http://hcfmodels.tumblr.com/ )
on http://hoodcast.podomatic.com more details will be up this Wednesday

My Heartbreak

Dared me to be someone new, to me a better me
I thought you was the moon and I was the stars,we fell so hard in love with eachother
Fuck up our relationship and now don't know how to get it back
Really thinking about do we need to just go our serparate ways
Eventually we may have to give it up
No going back to how it was
Time for something new, because we just can't make it work

Insanity

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
I get tired of people complaining about there jobs and what they do. GET OVER IT.... Atleast you got a job....
yes it may not be ideal but stay there till the next best thing. Most of us get up, get ready for work ,
go to work , come home , do what needs to be done around the house, go to sleep..... The next day we do it all over again..
... Hmmmmm .... I wonder ....Is it normal to to the same routine over and over again OR is it normal to be different
so you aint bored. So do people really expect the results to be different. I mean of course some of us will move higher
up at the places we work at. But why waste your time. Especially if you dont like your job. A few months back I was talking
to this older man about the type of career I would like, he says to me " You should have 5 different jobs and work each on
on a different day so ur life is boring." I ask why would my life be boring doing the same job everyday, he said " That is insanity.
You are going to the same job every day expecting something different." Kind of interesting , but the man I was
talking to was LOADED with money soooooo he could do things like that. Ha....
Yours Truly,
Taylor Savon

Not alone (short and sweet)

You know sometimes I feel like I am alone....and then there is someone on your level...and then u know you are not the only one....Thats all.
Yours Truly,
Taylor Savon

No More Bad Apples

Its crazy who comes in and out of our lives. I never ever would have thought that the friends that I had 5 years ago would be the same people I
either talk to every now and then or not at all. I find myself reflecting on my past friendships and honestly happy that some people are not
in my life any more. The things I use to do....it hard to believe I am the same person or even alive. Looking back I believe maybe if
I would have been with a totally different group of people my life would be totally different. I am so glad that my new circle I have
is more on the same level I am on, WANTING TO SUCCESSFUL AND HAPPY!!!! I refuse to lower my standands at this point in my life and that
includes the people I am aroun. I want to be around people that will lift me up as well as I lift them. i dont have time for
backstabbin, jealousy, hood rats , rachet folks..... Not no more. I do feel like that as soon as this year started, I felt like I was
on a new level.
Bottom line lesson: Remove them bad apples in your life, you will see the change.
Yours Truly,
Taylor Savon

Update #1 .......

So as you all know this blog is up and running..... Next is.... I do have a phoot shoot scheduled in the next few weeks for the magazines I will be featured in... SOOOOO EXCITED!!! Nothing like doing a professional photoshoot....getting all made up and picking out different outfits.... Yep the FAB LIFE!!! I am still in the process of writing my book.... I have so many ideas...just got pull them all together. My website.... well still under construction, should be finished soon, I HOPE!!! Let's see what else.... oh I will be in D.C next month at Stadium Club... Will be sending out more info the closer it gets. Nothing really interesting at this point but if anything else does come up I will let everyone know... Until next time.
Yours Truly,
Taylor Savon

Why I gotta be all that?

Yesterday I was called " A sorry black b*tch" from an ex. Now I am not gonna go into detail of why I was called this....just know it all was about I said we will not be getting back together. Now I am sitting here at work, and this popped into my head. My reaction to this when I was called this was just laugh it off and but now I am thinking about it. Why do men and women use the word b*tch so freely, and some of us just laugh it off likes it nothing. Now i will be first to admit i do have my b*tchy ways but no I am not and nor will I ever be a "A sorry black b*tch". How dare this guy try to say that I am this. Now again this is not one of those times I will go into reall detail about this man, but I will say this..... You can never, ever, EVER talk about a person when you do not have your own SH*T together. And I am not talking about harmless gossip , I am talking about you really trying to put that person down and you aint even got a pot to piss in. GRRRRRR...... I dont know why I really started to think about this but it got me kind of mad now. (Side note - I am very sensitive and I hold things in at time so this right now is my therapy so do go super hard.... lol) Time to count to 10 ....1.....2.....3....4....ok cool I am over it.
Women dont ever feel like you have to laugh off being called a b*tch. No its not funny. We have to set an example for our younger generations. We must alway keep our head up high and be proud. Because we are all beautiful women, and not a dog inheat. Sound off ladies and gents what you think. I always love feed back.

Yours Truly,
Taylor Savon

A new beginning

First day of my blog..... yeah its been a long time coming. Its a new year, a new me, and yes of course a new beginning. Life is good right now..... yeah wish I could say it was great.... but hey we are getting there. Well ...... day 1 ..... sorry can't really finish this gotta finish fixing this blog.....SOOOOOOO.... will get back to my thoughts of the day.
Yours Truly,
Taylor Savon